Changes.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Approximately 20 more minutes to year 2009, im sitting in front of mac with a bowl of myojo seafood in between.
Everyone's at the countdown, other than me and my brother i suppose..
We've recently grew much closer and we both look pretty alike cause we're both bald
Who needs countdown anyway, i never liked countdown parties, not even christmas ones
(the only only one i prolly enjoy would be the countdown to my birthday)
which pretty much sucked this year, not because i spent it in army, but because the amount of people who actually bothered to wish me were like... a measly FEW.
which was totally different from the past, i get flooded with smses, friendster and myspace comments, and on msn too.
i suppose its all due to my carelessness.
you were right, friendship / relationships are meant to be earned and constantly maintained
i didnt really bother to contact people i dont have use for / reasons to look for
i've got loads of friends, but a really really few close ones, that i can open my heart to and talk to
and thats prolly why i feel lonely sometimes
its not solitude, its LONELINESS
solitude is for lonely pricks whom try to make themselves still.sound.cool
im 18, i shall be who i am
im not gonna do stupid things that i'll regret one day.
MYNEWYEARRESOLUTION2009
1. CHANGE
2. BE THE BEST SOLDIER I CAN BE
(thou i dont like war, but since im at it)
3. FINISH EP DEMO FFS..
no one'll prolly read this.
but i'll write here till i get a new dairy
ps:
think about what you can give to a friend and not what you can get out of the friendship ¶ 11:36 PM 0 Comments
Everyone's at the countdown, other than me and my brother i suppose..
We've recently grew much closer and we both look pretty alike cause we're both bald
Who needs countdown anyway, i never liked countdown parties, not even christmas ones
(the only only one i prolly enjoy would be the countdown to my birthday)
which pretty much sucked this year, not because i spent it in army, but because the amount of people who actually bothered to wish me were like... a measly FEW.
which was totally different from the past, i get flooded with smses, friendster and myspace comments, and on msn too.
i suppose its all due to my carelessness.
you were right, friendship / relationships are meant to be earned and constantly maintained
i didnt really bother to contact people i dont have use for / reasons to look for
i've got loads of friends, but a really really few close ones, that i can open my heart to and talk to
and thats prolly why i feel lonely sometimes
its not solitude, its LONELINESS
solitude is for lonely pricks whom try to make themselves still.sound.cool
im 18, i shall be who i am
im not gonna do stupid things that i'll regret one day.
MYNEWYEARRESOLUTION2009
1. CHANGE
2. BE THE BEST SOLDIER I CAN BE
(thou i dont like war, but since im at it)
3. FINISH EP DEMO FFS..
no one'll prolly read this.
but i'll write here till i get a new dairy
ps:
think about what you can give to a friend and not what you can get out of the friendship ¶ 11:36 PM 0 Comments
