Humans are perverted.
I am fucking perverted.

Perverted in the sense of showing a deliberate desire to behave in a way that is unreasonable in spite of the consequences.

This morning when i was going to the market with my mother,
(there were a bunch of bangladeshi workers removing some (oh shit what do you call that?!?!?!?)
Okay you know ketai?? they have to set up the stage and all that right?? the shelter, the ground with wood, and all that stuff?
Yeahh they were removing them cause the event was over...
Then they had to climb up the thing...
Fuck i dont know what you call it..
The metal ceiling, all thats left of the shelter cuz the cloth on top is removed.
They had to climb up and remove the parts one by one without any safety rope
My mom was like 'aiyo so dangerous..'

Deep down inside i was hoping that someone would fall off it.
I wanted to see how they would fall off it, how they would land, and which part of their body would they break, just for my amusement.

Just like during the olympic games, i caught the weightlifting competition.
It was pretty boring, how entertaining can it get seeing short, buffy people lift heavy loads up?!
Even if its a ton, god knows if those things they lift are real or not
Okay they're real.. But i like to think like that.
I was looking forward to them losing their balance, concentration or grip.
Waiting for them to drop the 'thing' and crush themselves
And i got myself happy, cuz the guy dropped that thing and twisted his arm pretty bad.

Oh fuck and i felt so guilty.  ¶ 11:39 PM